I'm struggling.
Struggling with what to write.
Struggling with what to do.
Struggling to find balance.
"It's my day, I better make it good.
If it's not a good post no one will comment
Do I do an awesome tutorial and give away mygood ideas?
Do I self promote and point them in the direction
of my photography business, etsy store or family blog?
Do I ask them to write for my Random Acts of Kindness week?
Do I write a personal post and reveal more of who I am?"
Those thoughts are running through my mind as I write this.
And, I guess I'm sorta doing all those things.
I'm just an insecure mom of two (and one coming),
who LOVES to take photographs,
sew,
create,
laugh
and play.
But a mom who feels on a regular basis that
I'll never measure up,
I'll never get organized,
I'll never have a clean house,
I'll never cross things off my list,
I'll never play with my kids enough,
I'll never be good enough.
But you know what.
That doesn't matter.
Because I am a child of the King of Kings.
I have Jesus in my life and there's nothing else I need.
So while I'd rather be sewing something awesome,
or painting a world famous painting,
or taking the photograph of a lifetime...
I'm not.
And that's okay.
Because someday,
maybe someday,
I will.
But until that day,
I'm just gonna keep praising my Jesus
and telling people of His
unending,
undeserved,
LOVE!
So maybe next week I'll share
a recipe,
or a tutorial,
or a project...
who knows!
Maybe next week I won't be struggling.
Struggling with what to write.
Struggling with what to do.
Struggling to find balance.
"It's my day, I better make it good.
If it's not a good post no one will comment
Do I do an awesome tutorial and give away my
Do I self promote and point them in the direction
of my photography business, etsy store or family blog?
Do I ask them to write for my Random Acts of Kindness week?
Do I write a personal post and reveal more of who I am?"
Those thoughts are running through my mind as I write this.
And, I guess I'm sorta doing all those things.
I'm just an insecure mom of two (and one coming),
who LOVES to take photographs,
sew,
create,
laugh
and play.
But a mom who feels on a regular basis that
I'll never measure up,
I'll never get organized,
I'll never have a clean house,
I'll never cross things off my list,
I'll never play with my kids enough,
I'll never be good enough.
But you know what.
That doesn't matter.
Because I am a child of the King of Kings.
I have Jesus in my life and there's nothing else I need.
So while I'd rather be sewing something awesome,
or painting a world famous painting,
or taking the photograph of a lifetime...
I'm not.
And that's okay.
Because someday,
maybe someday,
I will.
But until that day,
I'm just gonna keep praising my Jesus
and telling people of His
unending,
undeserved,
LOVE!
So maybe next week I'll share
a recipe,
or a tutorial,
or a project...
who knows!
Maybe next week I won't be struggling.
